by cici reagan | Apr 5, 2016 | relationships
I am what you see. Just looking for attention With my painted face And single dimension. Obviously Trying too hard To be artsy. I am what you see. Once a man told me I had dick sucking lips. My then-boyfriend laughed At his hilarious quip And I felt my identity Fall...
by cici reagan | Jun 16, 2015 | relationships
It could have been a dream. They’ve been very realistic, Lately, And I’m having a hard time Knowing the difference. I’m never truly awake Or asleep Somehow half-alive In the midway point Of insanity And happiness And the semi-permanent Jet lag Now that I know I’m...
by cici reagan | Apr 21, 2015 | relationships
Friendship Is not an obligation And I wasn’t leaving Until you pushed me away. You stupid men Treat me like an accessory- A date to concerts And a dining partner. And god forbid I don’t answer the phone. I’m not a possession Not a trophy to be won Or even earned. And...
by cici reagan | Mar 27, 2015 | relationships
Relationships, For all their good intentions, Will leave you wanting, sometimes. Ultimately, They will drain you in some unavoidable way Like the rip tide at the beach- You can’t see it Until it pulls you under. And love is like that. So you try to stand guard, Let...
by cici reagan | Feb 13, 2015 | addiction and recovery
Can I live? Can I go to the grocery store And buy some goddamn cookies Without getting followed around? Without a “damn, angel,” Or “he’s a lucky man.” I don’t need no man. Also, leave me alone. Can I live? I didn’t dress up for you this morning. Nobody’s going to see...